Epic Happy Pills

HELLOOO!
Gah, Out of boredom, I felt like blogging. 😀
YAY.
I’m currently “fangirling”  MBLAQ. ❤ my boyss.
HAHA. Joon & Mir & Thunder I like. ❤

Gah, I want to lock my blog. HAHA
Cause I feel like it.
Tmr is the last day of examinations! & weekdays! & DAMN my laptop’s “a” has some problems. LOL
OHYA! I’m going to have another blog at blogger. cause… this blog seems dead. like no SONGS. ._.
BUT! I will still blog here lah. some days. 😀
http://e-piclessdrummer.blogspot.com KEKE. ❤
FIE & ME!

HAHA PEES! 😀
-MERAWRR

I’ll be away for some time. 😀
Exams, Exams & exams!
TAKE CARES~

…
–Merawrr.

WeeWooWaa

I’m needing a new set of happy pills. It’s running out.
Without it, I’ll never stay so hyper. :B

I sick & tired of something.
Something I’ve not told anyone about it.
Been keeping it to myself all this time.
I guess some people might have already found out.
Some are simply ignorant. Cause I know, tiada org yg kisah tentangku.
So I shan’t bother either.

I’m like floating away from reality.
& I just can’t stop.
It sucked..

HARI RAYA

has been a blast eh. I was waiting for this day to come.
Cause I miss my cousins. ♥
Esp. Fiee. That tall girl.
Nintendo DS — Both of us want that. But I don’t think I’m going to buy it soon.
Cost a bomb & Games aren’t important in life now.
Saving money. —AHH, can’t believe I said that. —
Meeting her again this Sat. Oh Lovelove. 😀
& fiee, 21.09.09 ended..

EOY

Gahh, EOY is coming. In 8 days.
COUNTDOWN.
& I just can’t keep getting sick.
SHIIT. I’m such a frigging weakling.
FCKFCKFCK! I’ve never wanted this sickness.
Damned.
I’m really going to focus.
Friday’s study date. ♥

F(r)EAKZ

Maybe that’s what we’re called?
I can’t live without them.
Somehow, I just want to thank them.
For everything they have done.
Maybe I’ve been a burden.

NEW ATTITUDE

I’m going to cancel everything that was in the past.
Leading this new life.
I’ve changed. & I want to change more.
I want to kick the habit of thinking too much.
Being pessimistic is just not a good thing.
It’s the WORST thing anyone would want to take up as a hobby.
I’ll think forward & I will never look back.

& that’s what I’ve decided! 🙂
better start before it’s late because It’ll soon spread.

A LONG BREAK AFTER THIS SUNDAY.

I’ve decided to stop blogging until EOY ends.
I sounded like I’m dying.
HAH. Don’t be fooled. I’m not.
I’m stating what I felt.
& Now I felt good. —Grabbing Happy pills—

Things to look forward to : –
√25.09.09 — Study Date with Emily♥.
√26.09.09 –Hari Raya with Big Family♥.
√__.__.09 –Beach date with Emily♥.
√__.__.09 –Watch movies♥.
√__.__.09 –Ending of EOY♥.

Till thn..
-MeRAWRR. ♥
___ GUYCANDY EH?… My S. ___

HAPPY DAY!

I had a Happy Pill today.
It tasted too happy.
Super happy today.
HOHO. I guess, my cure for such stuff is Friends. 😀
Zahara is so right. I don’t want to  admit BUT She’s always right. ( NOOO )
HAHHA. HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY DAY.

I even danced the ” Huga Huga” But Farah just don’t want to dance with me. ):
I drew Kellie with sexy figure! HAHA
Emily gave me 3 MENTOS today. xD
THANKKIE. hoho
I was really happy.
Flabby & Hermione made me laugh a lot! 😀
I reached home & I saw an offline conversation.
AND IT’S FROM HIM. ( does he know my blog?!? )
Hope not. ( lol )
WEEHEHE. Nownownow. I was so happy that I drew that picture! HAHA
My face is like that! ( the picture above)
HAHAHA! ♥

BOYBOYBOY! You’ve made my day. ^ω^

-MERAWRRR

——–you made me go madd———-

MISTAKES MISTAKES

I’ve had it with mistakes.
SNAP OUT OF IT, AISYAH!
Get a grip.
This is so NOT you.

Yeahs. I’ve made a mistake.
A mistake that can’t be erased.
I tried to forget about it.
I tried not to think about it.

That dream, Caused so much pain.
Fantasies that filled my head.
Flooded my house.
Illusions beneath all of this.

LiesLiesLies! It’s a bunch of lies.
(21/09/09) will never happen.
IT’S A LIE. He won’t be coming.
He’ll just lie to me again.
Damn, my boy, where did you learn to lie so much?

I guessed I was really sick.
High fever after all of this.
Cold sweat makes me feel warm yet cold.
I’ve been shivering. Mum was worried.
I just couldn’t stop sobbing.

I heart Hermione♥ for caring for me.
I heart Samiah♥ for trying to put some sense in me.
I heart Zahara♥ for trying to cheer me up.
( goodluck on 7-8 oct! [: )
But I just cant…

My boy, made me go mad.
All he does, made me feel feelings that can’t be explain.
Oh boy, You don’t know what you’ve done to me.
It’s been a whirl to me.

Everything is too sudden.
I’ll change. I promise.
Now, you’ll see a new me.
No more that ‘crazy’ girl.
I’m tired of playing that role.
—MERAWRR. (Gay Slapped)

A role who people could tell all their troubles to.
Cause, I’m having troubles myself.
You made me wonder.
To much to ponder.
My boy, I LOVE YOU.
I need you. I need you so much…